Envisage

Well today is day one of my houses sober streak, and what a god awful day to start.

Today started out as a good productive day, I went to the unemployment office, then went to cd/game exchange with Amanda and tosh. The Clerk guy was going to give us $22 dollars for it and some random guy offered to give us $40 for all of it instead, which was AWESOME! Then things got fun, we had to drive to coburg, or to get a car that was towed and when we got there we couldn’t find the money we had to pay for the towing for like 20 minutes, that was not so fun. Then on the way back the car ran out of gas so we had to push it to the gas station which luckily was only about 200 ft away from where the car died. And to top it off on the drive home I almost got side swiped by a freaking semi truck!!! The jerk merged into my lane and must have not seen me or something but I had to slam on my breaks on the freeway going 60 mph. Luckily no one was behind me or that I didn’t drive off the road but needless to say my night is going awesome.

Grumble grumble grumble.

I’m going to go work out and relieve some of my stress. Goodnight.

Sorry theres like thirty vids. I dunno how to post multiple at once.

http://www.youtube.com/user/mklitzke82

Oh photobooth, you are so silly. My household and I are borderline alcoholics and we like to record our drunken excursions so thusly I have decided to share them with the world, and when i mean the world I mean my four followers on tumblr and friends on facebook. 

I’m getting super flustered with the state of my life right now. I’m tired of being broke, unmotivated and restless.

I should be totally content right now, I’m 21 and married to such a wonderful guy but I feel like I have nothing other than that going for me.

I have no clue what I’m going to do in life. A year ago I had it all planned out, I was going to pursue my masters in sociology and become a research scientist but I no longer am motivated to pursue a degree where the likely hood of me being successful is far out numbered by the lack of opportunities afforded to be.

So thusly I am reconsidering a career in advertising journalism with a minor in multimedia design. However; there are two dilemmas with that, first I’m not artistic, i cant even draw a straight line, and secondly if I were to pursue that degree my school of choice would be the university of Oregon which just so happens to be a two hour drive from the city my husband works in. Oh and then there’s the fact that I’m not an exceptional writer, but that can be fixed with a little bit of schooling and dedication.

i don’t know what to do anymore. Meh:/

Today I accomplished a whole lot of nothing. It was actually really nice. I woke up played wow, came up stairs, looked at free people clothing for like 2 hours, and played around on polyvore. I’m starting to obsess over that website. I found two awesome new clothing websites nastygal.com and yesstyle.com, and shortly after became very depressed about my weight. yesstyle.com has amazing clothes from japan but most of their clothing is “one size fits all” that actually does not fit all. Example: a pair of lace layering shorts were supposed to be one size fit all but it had a waist size of 24 inches.

I actually was concerned that I had to look through their plus size clothing, luckily I realized you just had to look a little bit thoroughly to find the right size items. By the way the plus size models on the website are actually pretty skinny according to american standards. Check it out

http://www.yesstyle.com/en/women-plus-size/list.html/bcc.11561_bpt.46